Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Can I have a clonazepam please?

So today was one of those days at work! Get this, my Doc says that I have to lower my caffeine intake because it is making me more anxious which in turn causes me have more panic attacks due to my PTSD. So, here I am at work dealing with the most cruel old hags in the world. One guy, probably around 80 or so says to me after I verify he is the right person, I am on SSI bleep, bleep, bleep. Don't you call here again. Bleep, bleep, bleep! That almost sent me into a full fledge panic attack. So, I had to grap my bottle of clonazepam and take one. Yeah, talk about fun!

Then, not to mention the fact that my anti-anxiety meds make me sleepy. When I am already always tired to begin with, which is why I drink the caffeine to stay awake. Can you say, CATCH 22?

Ahh, this is my life... Someone wanna trade?

2 comments:

Cherish said...

I am soooo glad I'm not addicted to caffeine - I don't even really like soda anymore. That bites, I'm sorry.

Our Unique Family said...

okay I have never even heard of clonazepam... but I will however take a valum... that is my drug of choice for my aniety attacks and or panic attacks... I to am addicted to caffeine. hope your day got better april