I start my new class tomorrow and that makes me happy! I am so glad to be out of the financial class I was in. Work has been hectic and I am really wondering what I need to do in order to change that for myself. I actually started saving out of this pay day and it is already hurting me because of living check to check. I know it will be better once I have things going. It is just a little painful to the pocket book right now.
My Dad has always told me that I need to save for today and for the future. He has always instilled it in me to be prepared for the unexpected. Now implementing it is the hard part. I do not deal well with change, it has always been a hard thing for me to cope with. But, what I am learning is that once we change something to better ourselves, it becomes habit after 30 days and then it will eventually become easier.
My anxiety level has been super high lately and the Doc says I need to cope with this by working my way through the anxiety. So, all this changing has been hard but I know that the good Lord won't leave me by myself through the struggle, he never has. It is I that has left him out of my life. Another hard thing to deal with. So, I guess what I am saying is that I am happy for what I do have and for the accomplishments I have made. I just find it hard sometimes because of the extra stress that is weighing on me.
Well, I am going to get to bed. I have to be up so early to go to the doctor's. YUCK!
Peace,
Michelle
2 comments:
Saving is good! It will get easier!
That is what I am hoping for!
Post a Comment