Saturday, December 13, 2008

And once again I am left mystified....

So, here we go yet again. What am I doing wrong? Do I really have a sign on my forehead that says- "Assholes apply here"? Here marks the same thing, different guy. I can't believe I let myself fall for a co worker and made out with him. WHY ME?

So, I feel completely stupid and I am so sick of this happening to me. I can't tell if this is punishment for not doing what I am supposed to or if I just have the worst luck ever! The thing is, I really liked this guy and now I am left as the dumbfounded idiot. It seems hardly fair. Yet, I know that life is unfair.

I am listening to "lose yourself" by Eminem. I have listened to his music a lot lately.Him and Paramore. HMMM... Wonder what that means? I know, I analyze way too much. So, sue me!

3 comments:

Cherish said...

Oh darlin', I'm sorry you're dealing with idiots yet again. (hugs) Hang in there, maybe Santa will bring you something good for Christmas...like a hot guy who's not a jerk! SANTA! Are you listening???! Last-minute priority request for Michelle Durham!

Our Unique Family said...

I have had my fair share of jerks... yes even though I married your brother when I was 19 I managed to get myself involved with a few! The right dude will come along when you least expect it and quite frankly you have had enough that your gaurd is up so tight that the good dude ends up fighting battles that the jerks brought on..... well hang in there dudes are complecated beings! how is the new job?

Michelle said...

Thanks for your wonderful remarks. Yes, SANTA... Are you listening? I need a good man for christmas.

Happy Holidays to all!